27.2.09
I am now at home.
nth to do, just came back from sch.
home alone.
hold on.
I tot I heard someone singing.
Okay back.
I dunno wat that was but that's scary sia.
shit scary.
My mum's out and abt to dunno where.
I am hungry.
Just now me and fyeeqa went dating.
haha.
dating kepe??
we were in school.
Sorie if i bore u fyeeqa. aku ni ader lame sikit.=P
but both were sleepy.haha
just now after went out class.so funny larh.
u noe i noe k fyeeqa.
as i labeled yesterday.
loving you was a choice i made 4 yrs ago.
till now i still love you. but to get over the hurt, its gonna take a very long time.
seriously, i am having headaches and i really need a chck up.
I am waiting for the money.So hopefully soon.
I really need u to cut me some slack.
actually a lot of slack.
Dun bombard me with all ur sweet nothings and promises that I cant trust u'll keep.
For now.
nth to do, just came back from sch.
home alone.
hold on.
I tot I heard someone singing.
Okay back.
I dunno wat that was but that's scary sia.
shit scary.
My mum's out and abt to dunno where.
I am hungry.
Just now me and fyeeqa went dating.
haha.
dating kepe??
we were in school.
Sorie if i bore u fyeeqa. aku ni ader lame sikit.=P
but both were sleepy.haha
just now after went out class.so funny larh.
u noe i noe k fyeeqa.
as i labeled yesterday.
loving you was a choice i made 4 yrs ago.
till now i still love you. but to get over the hurt, its gonna take a very long time.
seriously, i am having headaches and i really need a chck up.
I am waiting for the money.So hopefully soon.
I really need u to cut me some slack.
actually a lot of slack.
Dun bombard me with all ur sweet nothings and promises that I cant trust u'll keep.
For now.
ClazZiQuai CT, 1:38:00 PM
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26.2.09
I am currently using the computer outside.
my lappie is with my uncle.
technically its not mine its his, oh well.
I've been thinking bout my GP.
Mind you its Graduation Project.not General Paper k?
haha.
I asked Mr Abdul Karim Bin Jamil.
He said its better if you follow up frm the previous projects.
So it will be easier.
I still dun get it.
The Fucking Project Style Manual is confusing me.
Seriously.They said about some in-company study relevance.
WTF.
Met up with Kal just now.
His legs are killing him.
He went for Muay Thai training and he says its harsh.
Haha.Padan Muker.
=P
I noe..
i sound cruel..
but I am stressed at the same time.
So bear with me k?
hmm..
I am suffering from headaches due to the aftermath of the blow to the side of my head.
I need to see the doctor, I think.
I have no dosh yet.
So i'll have to wait.
Recovering slowly though.
On the other hand, school's fun.hehe.
Bitching,Luffing,Acting like retarded pple..
haha.. reminds me of my Secondary School days.
Where i had a grp of very close frens..
How i miss them.
We drifted apart after certain issues.
I was forewarned about this term.
Its gonna be a roller coaster ride.
I am running for deadlines for FIVE assignments.
So I might not be updating so often.
Babes, Wish u all the best in the All the assignments ESP GP!!
May Allah give us the Strength and Peserverance,
Determination to go through all these obstacles.
I am thankful to God to be given good Frens.
AMIN.
my lappie is with my uncle.
technically its not mine its his, oh well.
I've been thinking bout my GP.
Mind you its Graduation Project.not General Paper k?
haha.
I asked Mr Abdul Karim Bin Jamil.
He said its better if you follow up frm the previous projects.
So it will be easier.
I still dun get it.
The Fucking Project Style Manual is confusing me.
Seriously.They said about some in-company study relevance.
WTF.
Met up with Kal just now.
His legs are killing him.
He went for Muay Thai training and he says its harsh.
Haha.Padan Muker.
=P
I noe..
i sound cruel..
but I am stressed at the same time.
So bear with me k?
hmm..
I am suffering from headaches due to the aftermath of the blow to the side of my head.
I need to see the doctor, I think.
I have no dosh yet.
So i'll have to wait.
Recovering slowly though.
On the other hand, school's fun.hehe.
Bitching,Luffing,Acting like retarded pple..
haha.. reminds me of my Secondary School days.
Where i had a grp of very close frens..
How i miss them.
We drifted apart after certain issues.
I was forewarned about this term.
Its gonna be a roller coaster ride.
I am running for deadlines for FIVE assignments.
So I might not be updating so often.
Babes, Wish u all the best in the All the assignments ESP GP!!
May Allah give us the Strength and Peserverance,
Determination to go through all these obstacles.
I am thankful to God to be given good Frens.
AMIN.
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ClazZiQuai CT, 8:45:00 PM
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25.2.09
Another thot in my head, I listened to this song recently when I was happy over small things that he does for me.
Its A.N.G.E.L by Natasha Bedingfield.I almost wanted to sing it for him but...
Its A.N.G.E.L by Natasha Bedingfield.I almost wanted to sing it for him but...
"A.N.G.E.L."
A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus:]
If I could be your angel (your angel, your angel)
Protect you from the pain (from the pain, oh)
I'll keep you safe from danger (from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again (no more)
I'll be your
A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'm gonna be your A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'll be your angel
Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
You're everything I'm not
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus]
Tell me why there's so many good men
Men in the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need
So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up
A.n.g.e.l
A.n.g.e.l
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus:]
If I could be your angel (your angel, your angel)
Protect you from the pain (from the pain, oh)
I'll keep you safe from danger (from danger, from danger)
You'll never hurt again (no more)
I'll be your
A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'm gonna be your A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L
I'll be your angel
Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
You're everything I'm not
I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
With every promise given
Making vows to please her man
[Chorus]
Tell me why there's so many good men
Men in the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need
So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, put your hands up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one, stand up
Come on girl, and stand up
ClazZiQuai CT, 6:01:00 PM
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Is it me, or is my life getting a tad better?
I feel a bit more free to turn and go where ever i want.
I feel a bit more relaxed but the hurt is till there.
A good babe of mine told me that I should not make my decision first but If he does it again then I can let him go.
Pple around me have been giving lots of opinions and support on my r/s.
Even though that, decision lies in my hands.
Frens?Foes?Frens but Intimate? Patch?
I am thinking rationally and carefully.
I am having a phobia.afraid of getting hurt again.
Taking evrything one step at a time.
One day after another.
I feel a bit more free to turn and go where ever i want.
I feel a bit more relaxed but the hurt is till there.
A good babe of mine told me that I should not make my decision first but If he does it again then I can let him go.
Pple around me have been giving lots of opinions and support on my r/s.
Even though that, decision lies in my hands.
Frens?Foes?Frens but Intimate? Patch?
I am thinking rationally and carefully.
I am having a phobia.afraid of getting hurt again.
Taking evrything one step at a time.
One day after another.
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ClazZiQuai CT, 5:45:00 PM
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24.2.09
Fyeeqa and Atika.You pple were totally rite.
He came back. And he tried to amek my hati again.
I waited for him at JE mrt station after sch, as i promised him to meet up and have lunch together.
I noe I am taking a risk but I just dunno why I cannot say no.
So we went to Marina Centre and ate there while walking around.
He asked me time and time again whether i would reconsider.
Asked whether I still loved him.
I confessed eventually coz I was so irritated.
I just dun want to see him so sad.
But I really do love him still.
haiz~
he was so happy he hugged me.haha.
but after a while,
I reminded myself that the wound is still fresh and I should nt rush into the r/s again.
I dun wana get hurt.
So eventually i told him that I can only be a fren and nt more than
that.
I told him I am still not over the hurt yet.
hopefully he's fine.
He came back. And he tried to amek my hati again.
I waited for him at JE mrt station after sch, as i promised him to meet up and have lunch together.
I noe I am taking a risk but I just dunno why I cannot say no.
So we went to Marina Centre and ate there while walking around.
He asked me time and time again whether i would reconsider.
Asked whether I still loved him.
I confessed eventually coz I was so irritated.
I just dun want to see him so sad.
But I really do love him still.
haiz~
he was so happy he hugged me.haha.
but after a while,
I reminded myself that the wound is still fresh and I should nt rush into the r/s again.
I dun wana get hurt.
So eventually i told him that I can only be a fren and nt more than
that.
I told him I am still not over the hurt yet.
hopefully he's fine.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:15:00 PM
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23.2.09
Pls bring him back to me!!Should i ask back for him??
should i??
Help me!
PLS! Ya Allah,kuatkn iman ku....
should i??
Help me!
PLS! Ya Allah,kuatkn iman ku....
ClazZiQuai CT, 4:54:00 PM
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Babes,I am not strong now.I thot i am.
Now Kal and I are just FRENS.
Its awkward.Coz he still loves me and I do to.
But this separation is making me think twice.
I want to get back together with him but at the same time, I am scared he will do it again.
I am confused.
I dunno how to feel.
I am crying my hearts out.I am hurtin so bad.
I still love him after all he did to me.
But i dun want to get hurt again.
wat am i suppose to do?
Is this how it feels to go thru breakups?
feels so empty.feels so weak.
i miss him oredi.
i tot of giving him one last chance.should i?
GAWD!!!!
I feel stupid.for crying over him.
but I still love him.and it makes u do stupid things rite?
I miss his scent and his touch.
We said our final goodbyes tadi.He kissed me on the cheek and forehead.
He kissed my two hands and my whole face while crying.
I tried so hard to hold my tears back.
I am a crying shit now.
He says, take good care of urself when i m not around.Ure still my baby kecik, my one and only good girl.
I miss him.I miss him.I miss him.
the last thing he said to me was to get myself together and carry on in life.
Asked me to go sembahyang.
Reminded me of the first time we talked on the phone and he asked," dah sembahyang?"
I miss him!!!!
I am wreck.
now i wished i did not asked for it.
I feel so alone.
I miss him.
I am holding that first present he gave me, a stuffed owl.
He bought it for me when he saw dat I liked it so much but just kept quiet.
He bought it as a surprise.
Syng, I am so sorrie i had to do this. I told u that i dun love u anymore, But i really do!!
I want him back.I want him back.I want him back.
Sumone pls help me.
Ya Tuhan Tolong lah aku...
aku sedih.. aku rasa menyesal mintak putus dngn orng yng aku syng tapi telah buat mcm2 dngn aku..
Kembalikan dier padaku..
Now Kal and I are just FRENS.
Its awkward.Coz he still loves me and I do to.
But this separation is making me think twice.
I want to get back together with him but at the same time, I am scared he will do it again.
I am confused.
I dunno how to feel.
I am crying my hearts out.I am hurtin so bad.
I still love him after all he did to me.
But i dun want to get hurt again.
wat am i suppose to do?
Is this how it feels to go thru breakups?
feels so empty.feels so weak.
i miss him oredi.
i tot of giving him one last chance.should i?
GAWD!!!!
I feel stupid.for crying over him.
but I still love him.and it makes u do stupid things rite?
I miss his scent and his touch.
We said our final goodbyes tadi.He kissed me on the cheek and forehead.
He kissed my two hands and my whole face while crying.
I tried so hard to hold my tears back.
I am a crying shit now.
He says, take good care of urself when i m not around.Ure still my baby kecik, my one and only good girl.
I miss him.I miss him.I miss him.
the last thing he said to me was to get myself together and carry on in life.
Asked me to go sembahyang.
Reminded me of the first time we talked on the phone and he asked," dah sembahyang?"
I miss him!!!!
I am wreck.
now i wished i did not asked for it.
I feel so alone.
I miss him.
I am holding that first present he gave me, a stuffed owl.
He bought it for me when he saw dat I liked it so much but just kept quiet.
He bought it as a surprise.
Syng, I am so sorrie i had to do this. I told u that i dun love u anymore, But i really do!!
I want him back.I want him back.I want him back.
Sumone pls help me.
Ya Tuhan Tolong lah aku...
aku sedih.. aku rasa menyesal mintak putus dngn orng yng aku syng tapi telah buat mcm2 dngn aku..
Kembalikan dier padaku..
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ClazZiQuai CT, 4:27:00 PM
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22.2.09
he's not gonna stp.
i noe he nvr will.
he's making me confused and my heart's breaking.
msgs after msgs. kol after kol.
all unanswered.
he came to my hse to seek me out ysterdae.
i din come out of my room.
yesterdae b4 he came he called my hse and my dad answered.
my dad told him to call back afterwards.
Dad came into my room and asked me y we quarrelled.
i explained simply by showing him something.
and dat was only one out of three things.
Dad only toked to me, advised me on things.
He admitted that he liked Kal.
But he din noe bout his keburukan.
He says with this kind of person, the right advice by the right person is essential so the person would change.
I just sat down there, blogging, crying and listening to my dad talk.
Kal then came over to seek me out.
i just sat in my bedroom and din come out.
He wanted to see me but Dad said i was not in the right state.
Dad toked to him.
regarding things and stuff.
i dunno what they toked about but it made Kal realise some stuff.
Kal sent me a msg this morning :
Awk kiter tau kiter dh bnyk buat silap dh bnyk buat salah..
Mungkin aper yg kiter msg tk akn ubah perasaan awk terhadap kiter.. tapi mcm maner awk buat kiter walaupun klau awk jijik ludah kn muker kiter..kiter akn tetap syngkn d awk.. sebab kiter sayangkan awk..dan mmng sayangkan awk..since the dae i met u 4 yrs ago n i love u more..each dae.. i knw i am weak.slalu ikotkan perasaan bt i am willing to change 4 u..i nid u..without u its like living dis life withot meaning..no aim and goals.. i dare nt look 4 i am taking a day at a time.. i dare nt draem cuz uve always been my dream..giving me hope n strength.. n dat ure gone.. i cant stop crying..cant smile anymore coz ur de one hu always luff at my lame jokes all the time..its hard, nvr easy when ure not by my side..i knw ure hurt.. i always surrender to my angst but i dun man watever i did or said, hw cn i do this to u?.. U've really open up my eyes.wat ur father said to me yesterday made perfect sense, i am a guy shuld always protect u and always give in to u..
i knw i am wrong bt i nid to show u i c give in too. dis word might nt hv any effect on u but i really love u.. if not i wouldnt dare come to ur hse yestrdae i am willing to get a beating frm ur dad.. just to tell u hw impt ure to me..
i noe he nvr will.
he's making me confused and my heart's breaking.
msgs after msgs. kol after kol.
all unanswered.
he came to my hse to seek me out ysterdae.
i din come out of my room.
yesterdae b4 he came he called my hse and my dad answered.
my dad told him to call back afterwards.
Dad came into my room and asked me y we quarrelled.
i explained simply by showing him something.
and dat was only one out of three things.
Dad only toked to me, advised me on things.
He admitted that he liked Kal.
But he din noe bout his keburukan.
He says with this kind of person, the right advice by the right person is essential so the person would change.
I just sat down there, blogging, crying and listening to my dad talk.
Kal then came over to seek me out.
i just sat in my bedroom and din come out.
He wanted to see me but Dad said i was not in the right state.
Dad toked to him.
regarding things and stuff.
i dunno what they toked about but it made Kal realise some stuff.
Kal sent me a msg this morning :
Awk kiter tau kiter dh bnyk buat silap dh bnyk buat salah..
Mungkin aper yg kiter msg tk akn ubah perasaan awk terhadap kiter.. tapi mcm maner awk buat kiter walaupun klau awk jijik ludah kn muker kiter..kiter akn tetap syngkn d awk.. sebab kiter sayangkan awk..dan mmng sayangkan awk..since the dae i met u 4 yrs ago n i love u more..each dae.. i knw i am weak.slalu ikotkan perasaan bt i am willing to change 4 u..i nid u..without u its like living dis life withot meaning..no aim and goals.. i dare nt look 4 i am taking a day at a time.. i dare nt draem cuz uve always been my dream..giving me hope n strength.. n dat ure gone.. i cant stop crying..cant smile anymore coz ur de one hu always luff at my lame jokes all the time..its hard, nvr easy when ure not by my side..i knw ure hurt.. i always surrender to my angst but i dun man watever i did or said, hw cn i do this to u?.. U've really open up my eyes.wat ur father said to me yesterday made perfect sense, i am a guy shuld always protect u and always give in to u..
i knw i am wrong bt i nid to show u i c give in too. dis word might nt hv any effect on u but i really love u.. if not i wouldnt dare come to ur hse yestrdae i am willing to get a beating frm ur dad.. just to tell u hw impt ure to me..
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:42:00 PM
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20.2.09
Its over.
ClazZiQuai CT, 6:52:00 PM
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Frustrated.
and irritated.
with hu else but one person.
i wanna give up.
i want out now.
but maybe dat's just a dream of mine.
slowly beoming reality.
a dream that will benefit both parties.
but @ a very high emotional price.
its for the better.
it will be.
and irritated.
with hu else but one person.
i wanna give up.
i want out now.
but maybe dat's just a dream of mine.
slowly beoming reality.
a dream that will benefit both parties.
but @ a very high emotional price.
its for the better.
it will be.
ClazZiQuai CT, 1:45:00 AM
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19.2.09
went to meet Kal for lunch.
haiya.
we almost quarreled.AGAIN.
we ate at long john's i took the liberty of buying the food.
the lady at the cashier gave me a packet of free tartar sauce.
while eating,Kal asked me whether just now we had to pay for the tartar sauce.
i said the tartar sauce is freeeee, but he din b-lieve me.
So can u see the pettyness..
his paranoia is tugging at my heart coz its sad to see him in this state,
I am seriously exhausted.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:00:00 AM
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18.2.09
why do i miss you?
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:59:00 PM
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16.2.09
Isn't it nice?
These are the pics of my cousin's engagement.
Abg Iwan and Kak Syafiqah.
I got to carry the dulang2.hehe.
The Hantaran was so nicely and elaborately decorated..
Black and silver..
I wonder how would mine be?
On the other hand, school was okay.
We got to noe a new lecturer today called Mr Padhman.
He's profile was like whoa!
haha..
he talks in a slow, robotic like manner which make's atika a tad irritated.
haha...
overall.we are going to learn bout journalism.
can't wait actually.
hopefully its fun.
heheh...
How i wish i could turn back time and re-do certain things in life..
I have many regrets but my mum reminds me dat i shuld regret nothing coz we are only human beings and we are prone to make irrational choices on impulse.
We just need to learn to move on and fight for our rights in life.
Oh.. and Khidhir...
HAPPY 14 TH B'DAE TO YOU!!!
These are the pics of my cousin's engagement.
Abg Iwan and Kak Syafiqah.
I got to carry the dulang2.hehe.
The Hantaran was so nicely and elaborately decorated..
Black and silver..
I wonder how would mine be?
On the other hand, school was okay.
We got to noe a new lecturer today called Mr Padhman.
He's profile was like whoa!
haha..
he talks in a slow, robotic like manner which make's atika a tad irritated.
haha...
overall.we are going to learn bout journalism.
can't wait actually.
hopefully its fun.
heheh...
How i wish i could turn back time and re-do certain things in life..
I have many regrets but my mum reminds me dat i shuld regret nothing coz we are only human beings and we are prone to make irrational choices on impulse.
We just need to learn to move on and fight for our rights in life.
Oh.. and Khidhir...
HAPPY 14 TH B'DAE TO YOU!!!
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ClazZiQuai CT, 11:02:00 PM
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15.2.09
bloody hell.
tadi gaduh lagi ngan Kal.
F*** lah.
I think my life is not going to be easy.
watever it is.
i
I am keeping quiet for now.
it's eating me from inside.
slowly and painfully.
heartbroken again and again due to this one and first ever only BF of mine.
I am trying.my best to take it further if God willing.
but it seems that he says he wants to change but i dunno if i have the heart to carry on.
Aku serba salah.
and confused myself.
it just seems sooooo... wrong...
but at the same time to me he seems nt to change at all.
he is just penting up his anger whenever he gets angry.
he wants me to be like i was b4.
the sweet and always listening to him kind of cyty.
so is it my guilty conscience or izit just me?
tadi gaduh lagi ngan Kal.
F*** lah.
I think my life is not going to be easy.
watever it is.
i
I am keeping quiet for now.
it's eating me from inside.
slowly and painfully.
heartbroken again and again due to this one and first ever only BF of mine.
I am trying.my best to take it further if God willing.
but it seems that he says he wants to change but i dunno if i have the heart to carry on.
Aku serba salah.
and confused myself.
it just seems sooooo... wrong...
but at the same time to me he seems nt to change at all.
he is just penting up his anger whenever he gets angry.
he wants me to be like i was b4.
the sweet and always listening to him kind of cyty.
so is it my guilty conscience or izit just me?
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:14:00 PM
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12.2.09
hello.how are you?
i'm fine.
i'm fine.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:50:00 AM
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11.2.09
i want my space and rights to my life.
i've been thinking a lot lately.
its getting to me.
i think i will get old sooner thAN i think.
i've been thinking a lot lately.
its getting to me.
i think i will get old sooner thAN i think.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:00:00 AM
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8.2.09
okay. due to "overwhelming response" regarding the Cirite -Cinta Si Rempit,
I have to tell the ending..haha..
Atika, for your viewing pleasure.haha.lol.
Okay. In the end the gal died.A month after they got married to each other.How she died?
She woke up to find her husband still not asleep. So she asked the guy whether He could carry her outside to go see the night skies and stars. Her favourite thing to do in the past when she was still well.
So they went out by their poolside to go star gazing and he laid her on the reclining chair, making sure she felt comfy.
While gazing, the Gal thanked the Guy for making her his wife even though he noes she is going to go soon.
The guy told her not to say such things.
The Gal then told Him "I Love You".
But b4 he could answer her, she was gone as she breathed her last breathe.
The guy tried to wake her up but knew she was gone.But he still said to her"I Love You too.I Love u very Much"
The scene was so touching and sad that i cried.well not sobbing cry but it touched my heart.Had a great impact on me.
The guy eventually married again and he thanked God that he had the chance to marry the person that had changed him for the better and showed him the priceless meaning of love. He thanked her for making the good family man he is now.
So how do you find the storie? I felt the impact upon watchin it.
haiz.
I have to tell the ending..haha..
Atika, for your viewing pleasure.haha.lol.
Okay. In the end the gal died.A month after they got married to each other.How she died?
She woke up to find her husband still not asleep. So she asked the guy whether He could carry her outside to go see the night skies and stars. Her favourite thing to do in the past when she was still well.
So they went out by their poolside to go star gazing and he laid her on the reclining chair, making sure she felt comfy.
While gazing, the Gal thanked the Guy for making her his wife even though he noes she is going to go soon.
The guy told her not to say such things.
The Gal then told Him "I Love You".
But b4 he could answer her, she was gone as she breathed her last breathe.
The guy tried to wake her up but knew she was gone.But he still said to her"I Love You too.I Love u very Much"
The scene was so touching and sad that i cried.well not sobbing cry but it touched my heart.Had a great impact on me.
The guy eventually married again and he thanked God that he had the chance to marry the person that had changed him for the better and showed him the priceless meaning of love. He thanked her for making the good family man he is now.
So how do you find the storie? I felt the impact upon watchin it.
haiz.
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:04:00 PM
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yeap its late.
haha. early morning.
i miss him.
okay. dat's all.
haha. early morning.
i miss him.
okay. dat's all.
ClazZiQuai CT, 3:44:00 AM
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6.2.09
watchin tv now.
Cinta Si Rempit.
at first it was funny.
the guy started to fall for his orng gaji's daughter.
they knwn each other for like forever.
the gal loved him since young.
the guy just developed feeling l8er.
Twist:the Gal is sick.the guy just got to noe.
the Guy wants to get married to her.but the doc gave her a month's time to live.
its sad.i feel like crying. the guy's a mat rempit and he left his minah and slutty gf for that orng gaji's daughter. so sweeeet.and yes they gotten married.
the guy chnged to be a better man. i am watchin it till the end. updte more l8er.
Cinta Si Rempit.
at first it was funny.
the guy started to fall for his orng gaji's daughter.
they knwn each other for like forever.
the gal loved him since young.
the guy just developed feeling l8er.
Twist:the Gal is sick.the guy just got to noe.
the Guy wants to get married to her.but the doc gave her a month's time to live.
its sad.i feel like crying. the guy's a mat rempit and he left his minah and slutty gf for that orng gaji's daughter. so sweeeet.and yes they gotten married.
the guy chnged to be a better man. i am watchin it till the end. updte more l8er.
ClazZiQuai CT, 3:11:00 PM
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5.2.09
Second post for tonite.
Celebrated 4th yr anniversary yesterdae.
haha.
Lazy to write more, lets just get down and dirty with the pics, shall we?
Celebrated 4th yr anniversary yesterdae.
haha.
Lazy to write more, lets just get down and dirty with the pics, shall we?
ALERT!
APPLE CRUMBLE WITH ICE CREAM!!(below)
AND..
ITALIAN CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH ICE CREAM!!(above)
YUMMMMMYYYY!!
APPLE CRUMBLE WITH ICE CREAM!!(below)
AND..
ITALIAN CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH ICE CREAM!!(above)
YUMMMMMYYYY!!
Noted: The service took was a tad shaky dat dae.They forgot bout our orders!
Not to fret though.The dessert made it worth the wait!
haha.
Not to fret though.The dessert made it worth the wait!
haha.
That's all Folks!
Labels: Happy 4th anniversary, Kal. =)
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:56:00 PM
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I am watchin tv.Some kind of horror story on TV3.
Heheh.I am scared of things but i still like to go watch N scare myself.
Which reminds me.....
I went to Lim Chu Kang Cemetary a few weeks back.
With Abidah and her Frens.
She picked me up at 11.45pm.N i tot we were going straight home.
but we took a detour.
picked up Gavin/Naidu(yes i noe,he shares the same name as my lecturer), abi's closest guy fren and he was as shocked as me when they announced that they really wanted to go and explore the place.
The few things running thru my head during the whole thing:
But i dun think these are smethings that u wanna mess with.
I wasn't feeling at ease until at least someone else noes bot where i am to go.
coz its late and plus, we are going to a territory where unknwns exist.
luckily nothin happen.
haha.
now talking to Kal on the phn.
He wants to ORD as fast as possible.
haha.
NS life is killing him.
oh wateva.
PS. to allhu asked me about my problems and how i am coping.Thank you Babes and Bros.
ILU!!
hehe lol.
Heheh.I am scared of things but i still like to go watch N scare myself.
Which reminds me.....
I went to Lim Chu Kang Cemetary a few weeks back.
With Abidah and her Frens.
She picked me up at 11.45pm.N i tot we were going straight home.
but we took a detour.
picked up Gavin/Naidu(yes i noe,he shares the same name as my lecturer), abi's closest guy fren and he was as shocked as me when they announced that they really wanted to go and explore the place.
The few things running thru my head during the whole thing:
- Are we getting out of the car?
- Which cemetary are we goin to?
- Are we going to meet up with anymore pple?
- Why is there an odd no. of pple?
- What was that flowery smell when we entered the Christian Cemetary?
- Are we going to go home straight after all this?
- Are we going to be safe?
But i dun think these are smethings that u wanna mess with.
I wasn't feeling at ease until at least someone else noes bot where i am to go.
coz its late and plus, we are going to a territory where unknwns exist.
luckily nothin happen.
haha.
now talking to Kal on the phn.
He wants to ORD as fast as possible.
haha.
NS life is killing him.
oh wateva.
PS. to allhu asked me about my problems and how i am coping.Thank you Babes and Bros.
ILU!!
hehe lol.
ClazZiQuai CT, 9:32:00 PM
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4.2.09
GO DIE KAYS?!
HEARTLESS MORONIC ARSEHOLE.
MY LIFE MAY BE CHAOTIC BUT I'M NOT DEAD YET OKAY.
I'M STILL ALIVE AND BREATHIN.
IF U HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME, AND IF U DUN LIKE ME JUST BCOZ U DISLIKE MY FACE OR THE FACT THAT I AM JUST BEING ME,PISS OFF!
HEARTLESS MORONIC ARSEHOLE.
MY LIFE MAY BE CHAOTIC BUT I'M NOT DEAD YET OKAY.
I'M STILL ALIVE AND BREATHIN.
IF U HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME, AND IF U DUN LIKE ME JUST BCOZ U DISLIKE MY FACE OR THE FACT THAT I AM JUST BEING ME,PISS OFF!
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:46:00 PM
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