22.2.09
he's not gonna stp.
i noe he nvr will.
he's making me confused and my heart's breaking.
msgs after msgs. kol after kol.
all unanswered.
he came to my hse to seek me out ysterdae.
i din come out of my room.
yesterdae b4 he came he called my hse and my dad answered.
my dad told him to call back afterwards.
Dad came into my room and asked me y we quarrelled.
i explained simply by showing him something.
and dat was only one out of three things.
Dad only toked to me, advised me on things.
He admitted that he liked Kal.
But he din noe bout his keburukan.
He says with this kind of person, the right advice by the right person is essential so the person would change.
I just sat down there, blogging, crying and listening to my dad talk.
Kal then came over to seek me out.
i just sat in my bedroom and din come out.
He wanted to see me but Dad said i was not in the right state.
Dad toked to him.
regarding things and stuff.
i dunno what they toked about but it made Kal realise some stuff.
Kal sent me a msg this morning :
Awk kiter tau kiter dh bnyk buat silap dh bnyk buat salah..
Mungkin aper yg kiter msg tk akn ubah perasaan awk terhadap kiter.. tapi mcm maner awk buat kiter walaupun klau awk jijik ludah kn muker kiter..kiter akn tetap syngkn d awk.. sebab kiter sayangkan awk..dan mmng sayangkan awk..since the dae i met u 4 yrs ago n i love u more..each dae.. i knw i am weak.slalu ikotkan perasaan bt i am willing to change 4 u..i nid u..without u its like living dis life withot meaning..no aim and goals.. i dare nt look 4 i am taking a day at a time.. i dare nt draem cuz uve always been my dream..giving me hope n strength.. n dat ure gone.. i cant stop crying..cant smile anymore coz ur de one hu always luff at my lame jokes all the time..its hard, nvr easy when ure not by my side..i knw ure hurt.. i always surrender to my angst but i dun man watever i did or said, hw cn i do this to u?.. U've really open up my eyes.wat ur father said to me yesterday made perfect sense, i am a guy shuld always protect u and always give in to u..
i knw i am wrong bt i nid to show u i c give in too. dis word might nt hv any effect on u but i really love u.. if not i wouldnt dare come to ur hse yestrdae i am willing to get a beating frm ur dad.. just to tell u hw impt ure to me..
i noe he nvr will.
he's making me confused and my heart's breaking.
msgs after msgs. kol after kol.
all unanswered.
he came to my hse to seek me out ysterdae.
i din come out of my room.
yesterdae b4 he came he called my hse and my dad answered.
my dad told him to call back afterwards.
Dad came into my room and asked me y we quarrelled.
i explained simply by showing him something.
and dat was only one out of three things.
Dad only toked to me, advised me on things.
He admitted that he liked Kal.
But he din noe bout his keburukan.
He says with this kind of person, the right advice by the right person is essential so the person would change.
I just sat down there, blogging, crying and listening to my dad talk.
Kal then came over to seek me out.
i just sat in my bedroom and din come out.
He wanted to see me but Dad said i was not in the right state.
Dad toked to him.
regarding things and stuff.
i dunno what they toked about but it made Kal realise some stuff.
Kal sent me a msg this morning :
Awk kiter tau kiter dh bnyk buat silap dh bnyk buat salah..
Mungkin aper yg kiter msg tk akn ubah perasaan awk terhadap kiter.. tapi mcm maner awk buat kiter walaupun klau awk jijik ludah kn muker kiter..kiter akn tetap syngkn d awk.. sebab kiter sayangkan awk..dan mmng sayangkan awk..since the dae i met u 4 yrs ago n i love u more..each dae.. i knw i am weak.slalu ikotkan perasaan bt i am willing to change 4 u..i nid u..without u its like living dis life withot meaning..no aim and goals.. i dare nt look 4 i am taking a day at a time.. i dare nt draem cuz uve always been my dream..giving me hope n strength.. n dat ure gone.. i cant stop crying..cant smile anymore coz ur de one hu always luff at my lame jokes all the time..its hard, nvr easy when ure not by my side..i knw ure hurt.. i always surrender to my angst but i dun man watever i did or said, hw cn i do this to u?.. U've really open up my eyes.wat ur father said to me yesterday made perfect sense, i am a guy shuld always protect u and always give in to u..
i knw i am wrong bt i nid to show u i c give in too. dis word might nt hv any effect on u but i really love u.. if not i wouldnt dare come to ur hse yestrdae i am willing to get a beating frm ur dad.. just to tell u hw impt ure to me..
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:42:00 PM
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