29.3.09
kental of me to panic during the TVRP practical test on friday dat day.
hahah. to think back it was funny.lol.
hmm.Kal's Grandfather passed away early yesterdae morning.
hmm.. wanted to update in the afternoon but kinda lazy and i got into a mess with Kal.
kinda my fault.
dun wanna elaborate.
lazy.
eventually met up at 10pm.
i have tuition at yishun l8er at noon.
lazy!!
haha.
but its all 4 money.
i dunno how to go find money.
Kal doesn't let me go out and find other part time jobs.
which is of coz, nonsensical.
well evrthing inside his head is nonsense.
almost evrythin.
well maybe a third.
then another third is rational thinking.
oh crap.
i realised that a majority of the class is foing TPSW.
it gt me thinking.
saul is nt gonna be lenient.
coz there are too much pple doing his module for GP.
then it'll be tougher to score.
i'm kinda regreting my decision now.
i shuld have done ASEP or maybe JNB.
but its too late to change.
i've handed in the form.
or maybe i'm just thinking too much.
oh god.
can't 4get to breathe slow
count from one to ten with my eyes close
cause ladies taking in and get composure
ladies nvr lose composure
hahah. to think back it was funny.lol.
hmm.Kal's Grandfather passed away early yesterdae morning.
hmm.. wanted to update in the afternoon but kinda lazy and i got into a mess with Kal.
kinda my fault.
dun wanna elaborate.
lazy.
eventually met up at 10pm.
i have tuition at yishun l8er at noon.
lazy!!
haha.
but its all 4 money.
i dunno how to go find money.
Kal doesn't let me go out and find other part time jobs.
which is of coz, nonsensical.
well evrthing inside his head is nonsense.
almost evrythin.
well maybe a third.
then another third is rational thinking.
oh crap.
i realised that a majority of the class is foing TPSW.
it gt me thinking.
saul is nt gonna be lenient.
coz there are too much pple doing his module for GP.
then it'll be tougher to score.
i'm kinda regreting my decision now.
i shuld have done ASEP or maybe JNB.
but its too late to change.
i've handed in the form.
or maybe i'm just thinking too much.
oh god.
can't 4get to breathe slow
count from one to ten with my eyes close
cause ladies taking in and get composure
ladies nvr lose composure
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:33:00 AM
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22.3.09
The hindustan story??
okay.. its just dat eventually she graduated frm the university after almost twice as long as a normal person would take to complete their courses and watsoever.
She was a determined person.
persevering even when her teacher, who tot her how to read braille and introduced her to the world and words using only five letters: B,L,A,C,K,was getting old and eventually senile.
Watching her gave me a sense of hope.
That somehow, even going thru the most challenging of obstacles,I can survive.
oh yeah, after graduating, she entered teaching school.
where she wants to learn to be a great teacher just like the man whom she called"guru".
Watch it so it will give a better perspective of the movie.
i can't really describe much.
i can only rmb bits and pieces of it.
=D
okay.. its just dat eventually she graduated frm the university after almost twice as long as a normal person would take to complete their courses and watsoever.
She was a determined person.
persevering even when her teacher, who tot her how to read braille and introduced her to the world and words using only five letters: B,L,A,C,K,was getting old and eventually senile.
Watching her gave me a sense of hope.
That somehow, even going thru the most challenging of obstacles,I can survive.
oh yeah, after graduating, she entered teaching school.
where she wants to learn to be a great teacher just like the man whom she called"guru".
Watch it so it will give a better perspective of the movie.
i can't really describe much.
i can only rmb bits and pieces of it.
=D
Labels: where are u?i'm sick coz of u.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:14:00 PM
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21.3.09
currently watching a hindustani movie-BLACK
its a heartwrenching storie about a blind girl making it good in life with the help of a teacher.
the blind girl eventually reaches a very prestigious university and graduates.
i watched it once and really it was sad.
watching it again on TV3 now.
okay toodles.
its a heartwrenching storie about a blind girl making it good in life with the help of a teacher.
the blind girl eventually reaches a very prestigious university and graduates.
i watched it once and really it was sad.
watching it again on TV3 now.
okay toodles.
ClazZiQuai CT, 3:36:00 PM
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I am feeling kinda stressed out.
Another one of my students has stopped tuition lessons with me.
now i am left with two.
therefore my monthly income has fallen to a measly $250 PER MNTH.
how to survive?
tht's one problem.
another prob is that Kal does not let me work bsides giving tuition lessons.
I told him i want to work coz pple are stopping the tuitions they have with me.
He's irritated with me.
I'M IRRITATED WITH HIM.
He's not even my husband to begin with.
haiya.haiya. haiya.
currently.at hme alone.
family's out and about at the swimming pool.
hahah..
how to solve the probs.
i wanna go wrk.
i need money.
seriously.
i really need money.
i need to cover the sch and my internet expenses.
hopefully Kal opens his eyes.
i dun like to take pple's money.
period.
Another one of my students has stopped tuition lessons with me.
now i am left with two.
therefore my monthly income has fallen to a measly $250 PER MNTH.
how to survive?
tht's one problem.
another prob is that Kal does not let me work bsides giving tuition lessons.
I told him i want to work coz pple are stopping the tuitions they have with me.
He's irritated with me.
I'M IRRITATED WITH HIM.
He's not even my husband to begin with.
haiya.haiya. haiya.
currently.at hme alone.
family's out and about at the swimming pool.
hahah..
how to solve the probs.
i wanna go wrk.
i need money.
seriously.
i really need money.
i need to cover the sch and my internet expenses.
hopefully Kal opens his eyes.
i dun like to take pple's money.
period.
ClazZiQuai CT, 1:29:00 PM
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18.3.09
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Webcam @ ayu's hse..my best fren hu has gone thru loads and always complain to me about stuff... hahaha...she might be like a minahrep... but she is a good fren...
And i am proud to have her as a fren even though smt headahce with all her kerenah...
but i still love her to micro-bits...
time passed by so fast..
13 yrs of frenship and counting..
i just hope dat she will settle down and be a good gal soon..
i'll always pray for u..
On the other hand sch was kinda awesome...
hahah...
berdating lagi eh fyeeqa...
and we were attacked viciously without fail by the smell of underarms in the MRT train...
HAHAHAHA!!! LOL!!
oh the smell...
sungguh tak boleh tahan..
fyeeqa and i were luffing like mad hyenas...
seriously..
and if that wasn't enuff we found the culprit of the BO...
nyahahahahaahah...
okay. so there.
And i am proud to have her as a fren even though smt headahce with all her kerenah...
but i still love her to micro-bits...
time passed by so fast..
13 yrs of frenship and counting..
i just hope dat she will settle down and be a good gal soon..
i'll always pray for u..
On the other hand sch was kinda awesome...
hahah...
berdating lagi eh fyeeqa...
and we were attacked viciously without fail by the smell of underarms in the MRT train...
HAHAHAHA!!! LOL!!
oh the smell...
sungguh tak boleh tahan..
fyeeqa and i were luffing like mad hyenas...
seriously..
and if that wasn't enuff we found the culprit of the BO...
nyahahahahaahah...
okay. so there.
Labels: miss u so much.
ClazZiQuai CT, 1:18:00 PM
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16.3.09
I haven been updating.
sorrie.
haha.
I was bz with some other stuffs.
a lot of things happened.
but i'm seriously stuck..
assignments and all...
i dunno how or which one to start off with.
I'll be doomed...
hehe..
I wish life was much3 easier.
but life isn't life when there are no obstacles,rite?
sorrie.
haha.
I was bz with some other stuffs.
a lot of things happened.
but i'm seriously stuck..
assignments and all...
i dunno how or which one to start off with.
I'll be doomed...
hehe..
I wish life was much3 easier.
but life isn't life when there are no obstacles,rite?
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:11:00 PM
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7.3.09
Happy Bdae Kal.
You're 21 oredi.
Life's getting tougher.
Good luck in persuing ur dreams.
U will succeed if U noe u can.
I hope u will chnge for the better.
i love u.
u noe i do.
ClazZiQuai CT, 2:33:00 PM
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6.3.09
Wandering around the house,I spotted my favourite area.
The light illuminating the space was just so enchanting.
Watching them mingle was just as fascinating.
So graceful,as they glide here and there.
Colouring that not so tiny place with their playfulness and glee.
Playing catching and tag.
Dancing in between the plants.
Hiding and looking intently through the big eyes.
How I wish life was as easy as theirs.
Love and lust are not recognised.
Even frens and foes are not known.
Just having the sense and instinct to survive that suffice them.
How I wish life was like that.
The light illuminating the space was just so enchanting.
Watching them mingle was just as fascinating.
So graceful,as they glide here and there.
Colouring that not so tiny place with their playfulness and glee.
Playing catching and tag.
Dancing in between the plants.
Hiding and looking intently through the big eyes.
How I wish life was as easy as theirs.
Love and lust are not recognised.
Even frens and foes are not known.
Just having the sense and instinct to survive that suffice them.
How I wish life was like that.
Labels: happiness was u.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:03:00 AM
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5.3.09
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I fell asleep @ 1820 and just woke up.
In my sleep,i dreamt about my parents talking about me.
I was like a wandering spirit.I can see them but they can't see me.
cool eh.
I cant really rmb wat they were talking about,but there was a part that I kinda rmb
very clearly.
Out of all things they were talking about, it was about my weight.
haha.
scary.
They were talking about how chubby I am nowadays, how I've gained weight.
How I am getting fatter.
haha.
like wth.
did I gain weight? or Not?
seriously.I do feel a lil bit heavy.
aiyah.
dunno lah.
Tml I have school.
My assignments are still delayed.Urgh.
I have no freaking idea which campaign to do on.
Trying to be creative here pple.
haha.
so far,I am thinking about weight thingy.
hmm. but it ain't local.
so i duuno how.hahah.
nvm,I'll go find out.
bsides that i realise i keep making spelling errors, getting more clumsy and feel tired more easily.I am fighting off fatigue.
everybody is.
we all have to work extra hard this term.
good luck babes!
still waiting anxiously and in horror for my exam results to be posted.
nyahaha.
where lah sia is the mail?
where?where?WHERE?
I am freaking out as we speak.
In my sleep,i dreamt about my parents talking about me.
I was like a wandering spirit.I can see them but they can't see me.
cool eh.
I cant really rmb wat they were talking about,but there was a part that I kinda rmb
very clearly.
Out of all things they were talking about, it was about my weight.
haha.
scary.
They were talking about how chubby I am nowadays, how I've gained weight.
How I am getting fatter.
haha.
like wth.
did I gain weight? or Not?
seriously.I do feel a lil bit heavy.
aiyah.
dunno lah.
Tml I have school.
My assignments are still delayed.Urgh.
I have no freaking idea which campaign to do on.
Trying to be creative here pple.
haha.
so far,I am thinking about weight thingy.
hmm. but it ain't local.
so i duuno how.hahah.
nvm,I'll go find out.
bsides that i realise i keep making spelling errors, getting more clumsy and feel tired more easily.I am fighting off fatigue.
everybody is.
we all have to work extra hard this term.
good luck babes!
still waiting anxiously and in horror for my exam results to be posted.
nyahaha.
where lah sia is the mail?
where?where?WHERE?
I am freaking out as we speak.
ClazZiQuai CT, 9:15:00 PM
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tons of fun in school.
hahah.
we got to enter the mass comm studio.
i like orng jakun.
got to play with the cam,and the visual mixer.
haha.
after school met up with Kal.
again.
I have to agree with Afiq.
even though i tell Kal that we can only be frens, i still oblige to meet him evrytime he asks me to coz i still love him.
hmm.
i still care about us.
I feel slpy.
have to get some shut eye.
so there.
~toodles~
hahah.
we got to enter the mass comm studio.
i like orng jakun.
got to play with the cam,and the visual mixer.
haha.
after school met up with Kal.
again.
I have to agree with Afiq.
even though i tell Kal that we can only be frens, i still oblige to meet him evrytime he asks me to coz i still love him.
hmm.
i still care about us.
I feel slpy.
have to get some shut eye.
so there.
~toodles~
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:03:00 AM
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3.3.09
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my dae is practically ok.
had to do a ton of house chores.
tired la.
went to meet Kal for a while.
and he keeps asking me whether i love him.
i am loss for words oredi.
-_-''
post again a lil l8er.
~toodles~
Labels: i need to noe.
ClazZiQuai CT, 8:29:00 PM
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˙˙ʎɐǝʎ ˙˙ɥɐɥɐɥ ¡¡ɥɐl looɔ sʇı
˙˙ǝıqqǝʍ ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ ɐʞıʇɐ ᄅɥɔnɯ xxuɥʇ ˙˙˙ɥɐɥɐɥ ƃuıʇuǝɯıɹǝdxǝ ˙˙ʎɐʞo
˙˙ǝıqqǝʍ ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ ɐʞıʇɐ ᄅɥɔnɯ xxuɥʇ ˙˙˙ɥɐɥɐɥ ƃuıʇuǝɯıɹǝdxǝ ˙˙ʎɐʞo
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:29:00 AM
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yeah. i noe. update again.
My nenek sedare sblah my father meninggal at 3 in the evening tadi.
i kol her nenek sarah.
its been so long since i saw her.
OMG.
and pple just go like dat.
she went thru it all by herself.
wif none of her children bside her.
I feel like crying.
My nenek sedare sblah my father meninggal at 3 in the evening tadi.
i kol her nenek sarah.
its been so long since i saw her.
OMG.
and pple just go like dat.
she went thru it all by herself.
wif none of her children bside her.
I feel like crying.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:11:00 AM
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2.3.09
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I reached home at abt 10 just now.
had tuition @ kakak shina's hse.
I am in dire straits now.
I am thinking how to budget and plan and save money when pple dun give/pay me enuff.
sucky.
Today school was very interactive.
Sejak biler kiterorng so the participative in kelas eh korng?
or isit just me?
hahahkz.
lol.
Lecturer Comel, was wearing his vest as usual.
does the man have any other thing to wear bsides his vest.
but he's cute, not the handsome kind of cute.
just cute in a small kind of cute.
okay wat am i crapping?
haha.
had tuition @ kakak shina's hse.
I am in dire straits now.
I am thinking how to budget and plan and save money when pple dun give/pay me enuff.
sucky.
Today school was very interactive.
Sejak biler kiterorng so the participative in kelas eh korng?
or isit just me?
hahahkz.
lol.
Lecturer Comel, was wearing his vest as usual.
does the man have any other thing to wear bsides his vest.
but he's cute, not the handsome kind of cute.
just cute in a small kind of cute.
okay wat am i crapping?
haha.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:36:00 PM
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1.3.09
hurrah! I've edited a bit of evrything in my blog.
well not really evryhthing.but wat u see is wat u get.
haha.
Nth much to post in particular.
just bored to the core.
i've been listening to songs,lepak,eat,watch movies,eat ice cream.
my monthly fren is here.
haha.
Besides dat.nth else.
i miss a few souls today.
abidah went bck australia on friday,26th feb.
dunno when she'll be back.
i kinda miss her.
oh well.
i wanna start on my assignments but i dunno how.
hopefully i won't take too long thinking.
have to ciao.maybe update l8er if life has anything interesting to throw in my way.or when i need to post anything random.
~toodles~
well not really evryhthing.but wat u see is wat u get.
haha.
Nth much to post in particular.
just bored to the core.
i've been listening to songs,lepak,eat,watch movies,eat ice cream.
my monthly fren is here.
haha.
Besides dat.nth else.
i miss a few souls today.
abidah went bck australia on friday,26th feb.
dunno when she'll be back.
i kinda miss her.
oh well.
i wanna start on my assignments but i dunno how.
hopefully i won't take too long thinking.
have to ciao.maybe update l8er if life has anything interesting to throw in my way.or when i need to post anything random.
~toodles~
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ClazZiQuai CT, 8:02:00 PM
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