3.5.09
i sometimes hate the thing he wants me to do even though i love him to bits.
i dunno whether u understand wat i am saying.
i am having difficulty breathin for the past few days.
my chest and ribs feel compressed tight that even wearing ehem is uncomfortable.
i am trying to take slow deep breaths even as we speak.
I feel like i am gonna lose this relationship with Kal somehow.
I feel so tired just being a good GF.
I AM trying so hard to make evrything work.
and he doesn't noe.
in fact no one does.
Kal thinks i am full of myself.
he thinks that he is the one always compromising.
wat about me?
wat about wat i do?
i nvr ask for anything in return.
just for u to understand how things wrk for me.
its so difficult.just so difficult for u to understand.is it?
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