14.12.08
yesterdae, i went out roaming orchard road.met kal over there.
we ate, walked arnd.evrything seemed fine.only till when it was time to go hme.he wants me to stay out till l8er.i said i can't.i just promised Ayah dat i'll be bck hme at 12,the very least.
so yeah we quarrelled.u noe kal, i am giving u a chance by letting things go ur way 4 the most of things but, i mean, get ur priorities rite.
by doin that u are being damn immature.okay?
so like i said we fought.i just kept quiet when he started to pick the fight.after trying to control all emotions, i just said this sentence " i wish i wuldnt wake up tml so u would be happier!" and i slammed the railing nearby.
then he walked off.coz he misheard me, or as he said he did when he koled to ask where i am after dat.he tot i asked him to go and die.ya rite.
anyways.i took 700A hme when he koled and asked me to meet me at the bus interchnge. and guess wat pple?!
its 12 midnite.
wtf.
so much for my janji with Ayah.
sorrie Ayah.
kal reached the interchange and started questionin me bout my behaviour.y did i leave him tadi?y nvr go after him when he walked off? why is my attitude towards him changing?
xcuse me mister.hu left hu?
and u think this is hindustan?i noe when im not wanted.i hv my limits.and my attitude chnged coz of u.u made me this way.after wat u did to me.u noe wat?
i dun wanna go arnd blaming you or pple for my mistakes.
i'll accept blame for watever went rong.happie?
i hate fights. i want world peace.give me peace pple.
u noe wat Kal? i still f-ing love u.dun u get dat?stop treating me like shit.stop blaming my attitude chnge coz of me going to skool, influence of my frens and my so called 'new found independence'. coz sumone u love wun make u choose btwn things that are impt to u in life.
and Kal, u told me dat ur patience reached ur limits kan? n u wouldnt care bout me after dat? noe this k?
by then if u wanna break ties with me, go ahead.
tapi kalau smlm yang after the quarrel, i hugged and cried like mad and said sorrie to u after u apologised,is not enuff to show dat i love u, i dun noe wat else will.
so there.
as for my other side of life, its okay.evrything's fine.but i will hve to discipline myself.i need to finish my assignments.soon. still have alot more to go.
i am going to put dwn the list of unfinished assignments here.
so this is the list:
we ate, walked arnd.evrything seemed fine.only till when it was time to go hme.he wants me to stay out till l8er.i said i can't.i just promised Ayah dat i'll be bck hme at 12,the very least.
so yeah we quarrelled.u noe kal, i am giving u a chance by letting things go ur way 4 the most of things but, i mean, get ur priorities rite.
by doin that u are being damn immature.okay?
so like i said we fought.i just kept quiet when he started to pick the fight.after trying to control all emotions, i just said this sentence " i wish i wuldnt wake up tml so u would be happier!" and i slammed the railing nearby.
then he walked off.coz he misheard me, or as he said he did when he koled to ask where i am after dat.he tot i asked him to go and die.ya rite.
anyways.i took 700A hme when he koled and asked me to meet me at the bus interchnge. and guess wat pple?!
its 12 midnite.
wtf.
so much for my janji with Ayah.
sorrie Ayah.
kal reached the interchange and started questionin me bout my behaviour.y did i leave him tadi?y nvr go after him when he walked off? why is my attitude towards him changing?
xcuse me mister.hu left hu?
and u think this is hindustan?i noe when im not wanted.i hv my limits.and my attitude chnged coz of u.u made me this way.after wat u did to me.u noe wat?
i dun wanna go arnd blaming you or pple for my mistakes.
i'll accept blame for watever went rong.happie?
i hate fights. i want world peace.give me peace pple.
u noe wat Kal? i still f-ing love u.dun u get dat?stop treating me like shit.stop blaming my attitude chnge coz of me going to skool, influence of my frens and my so called 'new found independence'. coz sumone u love wun make u choose btwn things that are impt to u in life.
and Kal, u told me dat ur patience reached ur limits kan? n u wouldnt care bout me after dat? noe this k?
by then if u wanna break ties with me, go ahead.
tapi kalau smlm yang after the quarrel, i hugged and cried like mad and said sorrie to u after u apologised,is not enuff to show dat i love u, i dun noe wat else will.
so there.
as for my other side of life, its okay.evrything's fine.but i will hve to discipline myself.i need to finish my assignments.soon. still have alot more to go.
i am going to put dwn the list of unfinished assignments here.
so this is the list:
- HMC- Essay.
- HMC- Oral Presentation.
- TPSW- Research Literature.
- TPSW- Oral Presentation On RL.
- TPSW- NVC Video.
- SBS- Grpwork.
- TDMC- Grpwork.
Labels: i m hoping all this will resolve soon.let me find the strength.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:23:00 AM
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