16.4.10
Scatterbrain
Before I blog further,
HAPPY B'DAE ATIKA!!!!!!!!!!
Ni lah wish dari nenek 24 jam pelupa.
Wish you all good things.
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I wished for a lot of things in the world.
But most of my wishes ain't coming true.
Maybe not now, maybe never.
I feel like I am wallowing in self -pity.
Maybe I have never felt true happiness before.
Maybe never.
There is a lot of maybes in my head, all stuck in my numbing skull.
Its crammed up there, begging for release.
Only thing is that when I open my mouth,
it gets messy.
Workplace has not been a cheerful place.
I dun seem to fit in anywhere and with anyone.
It just seems that my closest colleague is just happy when my supervisor/ and the bosses always turns to
her for opinions and ask for her advice.
I feel so inadequate.
And I am handicapped, languagely.
(Its not even a word I know, I told you already.)
They speak a lot of Mandarin.
I have so many nagging feelings today.
Its just so overwhelming.
But most of my wishes ain't coming true.
Maybe not now, maybe never.
I feel like I am wallowing in self -pity.
Maybe I have never felt true happiness before.
Maybe never.
There is a lot of maybes in my head, all stuck in my numbing skull.
Its crammed up there, begging for release.
Only thing is that when I open my mouth,
it gets messy.
Workplace has not been a cheerful place.
I dun seem to fit in anywhere and with anyone.
It just seems that my closest colleague is just happy when my supervisor/ and the bosses always turns to
her for opinions and ask for her advice.
I feel so inadequate.
And I am handicapped, languagely.
(Its not even a word I know, I told you already.)
They speak a lot of Mandarin.
I have so many nagging feelings today.
Its just so overwhelming.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:08:00 PM
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