21.2.10
Useless
Apparently, I am embarrassed with myself.
To the extent that I hate myself.
I am having really bad probs.
The main thing now is how to solve it.
My loan with my aunt, how much should I pay per instalment?
Besides that, my mum asked me if I wanna take life insurance.
So how?
Maybe all these things are not much of a prob.
But I feel so pressured to do things nowadays that I feel so useless when I cannot do something.
Before anything, I want to say sorry to Sisterhood $1.
Atika and Afiqah.
I did not reply to any of your sms-es.
The thing is I dunno how to tell you all that I am not able to for the time being.
Even though with the salary reaching $1000 plus after CPF.
I have many things to settle now that I dun find myself able to enjoy what I've earned.
BUT, I do miss you gerls truckloads.
I wish I could have gone out with you gerls.
I really want to go out and spend time with you.
It's really been a long, long,long time.
Maybe when the time comes, we'll do one big reunion BBQ kay?
How I do wish I am still a teenager.
Age is really coming up faster and faster.
I am almost legal for everything now.
7 more months.
ClazZiQuai CT, 11:13:00 PM
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