31.12.09
Paper bag over My head
I think I am suffering from inferiority complex.
Seriously, I do not feel up to par when I am at work.
Nor even think that I can communicate well and socialize well.
I have this thing in my head bugging me and saying that people keep saying bad things bout me,
though I noe they are not.
Aku dah terjangkit ke?
Mampos lah.
But sometimes it irritates me when I have that kind of feeling.
I just seem to exhaust myself into thinking to much about what others think of me
and not about What i think is best from my perspective.
When will it all go away?
And having a late salary is not making me feel any better.
It makes me think I am invisible.
Wadahell.
Its difficult to be good and easy to be bad.
And I am trying my very hard to be a good role model.
Stress levels are getting on the high.
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:38:00 PM
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