5.10.09
Bau minyak atar menusuk hidungku.
Kepala aku berpusing seketika.
okay cyty, watever.
I was thinking about a lot of things but,
when I want to type it all out,
it just like disappeared from my mind.
I hate mind blocks.
currently, I am thinking of what I wanna wear for my Grad Ceremony.
Thot of a Kimono top and office pants.
smt like that lah.
but they want a shirt blouse.
boleh ke aku pakai white Kimono top??
well they said formal mah...
bedal je lah.
I'll source for inspirations.
that aside,
I feel so guilty for scolding Kal like shit on the phone the other day.
but at the same time, I dun feel how I feel
evrytime we have misunderstandings.
Like u noe, simpan dalam.
To think back, I feel he deserved the vulgarities.
I am not the kind of person to hurl vulgarities at someone,
neither when casually nor when angry.
but U noe, who can withstand the pain again and again when someone calls u this
and that, evrytime we quarrel?
But now I feel like I make Kal feel as if he's really...
nvm.
on a lighter note, my bro is calling me.
he downstairs, asking me to throw his lighter down.
mintak kene yakdish btol tau budak ni.
malam2 buta.
I noe evrything has to go on secretly,
my parents still treat us as if we're kids.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:18:00 AM
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