27.8.09
QUICKIE.
as boring as life is rite now,
I am grateful.
I rediscovered why I fell in love with Kal in
the first place.
However pointless evryone sees my r/s with Kal may be,
based on the history of us throughout the past
4 yrs and counting,
I find joy in being with him.
the joy that i cannot find within my TOO-BIG-A-FAMILY.
my parents tend to have favourites and somehow it is clear
who they love more.
like but love.
it hurts me at times but hey, I am the eldest and
I have to learn how to suffer and be independent.
though I thirst for their affection and acknowledgement,
I noe, that, sometimes, there is not much left for me.
I noe they love me,
maybe,
its just not as much as they love my siblings.
and its time I learn to stop chasing for it.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:27:00 AM
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