18.7.09
I guess life has its own gifts.
and i've yet to receive them.
some pple have gotten theirs.
i am at the point in my life where i feel that i have committed
many2 mistakes that i have lost my own sense
of direction.
i lost faith in myself and i dun even feel like
i can go somewhere.
i want to succeed.
but not all pple in this advancing world are as lucky as others.
and I am aware of that.
Somehow, my parents have taught me how to value life from
a different kind of perspective.
I have seen how my parents scrimp and save every dollar and cents,
just to lead a good and meaningful life.
not only for themselves,
but for all 8 of us.
living in a house where rooms are crammed,
having no privacy and as the eldest,
u are bound to be responsible for evry single one of the 5 younger ones.
life's been hard and sometimes i feel like i will lose out anytime.
but i feel happie if my siblings benefit from wat i am losing out in.
i dunno if u guys get wat i am saying.
but watever.
i was an optimistic person once. but am now the opposite.
i need to go find that lost personality of mine.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:52:00 AM
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