29.5.09

went for sis's meet-the-parents session @ GESS.
my mum does not want to go so i had to.
erm.
all i can say is dat stepping into her school brought back alot of memories of my old secondary sch.
her frens. teachers, the ambience, atmosphere.
made me almost choke holding bck tears.
i really miss my sec sch life even thou it ended bad.
talking bout sec sch life.
i just wanna apologise to my closest frens for neglecting them after the second half of the year.
i wanna apologise for running away from the lot of you.
i wanna apologise for being a bitch, too weak to face my fears.
a public apology.
i realise that i do miss you gerls so much.
its just dat, somehow, i cannot find the right balance.
i cannot turn back time, but if i could there were so many things i would have changed.
explanations aside as they are too sour to even start with.
i wish that certain things could be mended.
i loved the bond that we forged.
i miss it so.
next agenda,
i am finding a male tutor, to tutor my cousin's son.
PRI 5 Maths and English.
preferably living nearby woodlands RP(Republic Poly)
or anyone hu has has direct transportation to woodlands.
she is offering at least $80 for 8 sessions.
price is negotiable.
male tutor needs to be stern, fierce and noes how to make lesson seem interesting.
Babes korang ader any connections.
inform ASAP!!
that's it for tonite!!



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