19.4.09
somehow. i think i might be falling in love again.
well maybe.
i dunno how i feel.
towards Kal.
hahaha.
its like i am consumed with so called sadness, jealousy.
all coz of one stupid dream i had when i woke up yesterday morning.
recalling the dream.
In it, Kal was telling me he dun wanna see me no more.
i was like wth?
it seemed so freaking real.
i started crying, begging him.
he said there is sumone else.
and left me there.
then the next thing i knew i was at a wedding.
i saw Kal and a gal, hu ever she is i dunno.
but she was damn pretty.
she looks like an ang moh+malay.
so she was kinda fair and tall and slim and haiya.....
i feel so down talking bout this stupid dream..
then suddenly i was at my nenek's house.
the door to my nenek's room opened and inside was Kal and the "wife" holding a baby.
adorable.
but still my heart sunk so bad.
he passed me the baby and closed the door after that.
i dunno for wat.
i can't carry on typing.
its just too disturbing.
its still in my head. i cannot get it out.
well maybe.
i dunno how i feel.
towards Kal.
hahaha.
its like i am consumed with so called sadness, jealousy.
all coz of one stupid dream i had when i woke up yesterday morning.
recalling the dream.
In it, Kal was telling me he dun wanna see me no more.
i was like wth?
it seemed so freaking real.
i started crying, begging him.
he said there is sumone else.
and left me there.
then the next thing i knew i was at a wedding.
i saw Kal and a gal, hu ever she is i dunno.
but she was damn pretty.
she looks like an ang moh+malay.
so she was kinda fair and tall and slim and haiya.....
i feel so down talking bout this stupid dream..
then suddenly i was at my nenek's house.
the door to my nenek's room opened and inside was Kal and the "wife" holding a baby.
adorable.
but still my heart sunk so bad.
he passed me the baby and closed the door after that.
i dunno for wat.
i can't carry on typing.
its just too disturbing.
its still in my head. i cannot get it out.
ClazZiQuai CT, 12:13:00 AM
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