1.1.09
ITS 2009!!!YEAY.
i noe.. its suppose to be fun.. i'm scared.. of wat the future might hold.. my probs are still there.. Kal is making up to me..4 things he's done in the past.. we had a very long talk at the void deck during the "countdown".. well we were there for like hours till 2-3 am in the morn.. informed ayah b4 hand so there was nth for my parents to worrie abt.. i dunn whether i could still forgive him.. i should.. nt coz i have been with him for the almost the past 4 yrs.. its not how long but how fast, as atika said.. hmm..
Kal is nt strong to move on... and i'm tired of trying to push him away coz i love him !
its been a hectic 2008 and i hope 2009 will bring me something lighter to digest.. or is it going to get heavier? oh crap.
there is no end to this, i can feel it..
i m trying to be strong but its breaking me slowly.
i want to lead a happy life, but it seems dat i have been made to feel regret for choosing the path that i took 4 yrs ago.
digest it pple.so there.
i noe.. its suppose to be fun.. i'm scared.. of wat the future might hold.. my probs are still there.. Kal is making up to me..4 things he's done in the past.. we had a very long talk at the void deck during the "countdown".. well we were there for like hours till 2-3 am in the morn.. informed ayah b4 hand so there was nth for my parents to worrie abt.. i dunn whether i could still forgive him.. i should.. nt coz i have been with him for the almost the past 4 yrs.. its not how long but how fast, as atika said.. hmm..
Kal is nt strong to move on... and i'm tired of trying to push him away coz i love him !
its been a hectic 2008 and i hope 2009 will bring me something lighter to digest.. or is it going to get heavier? oh crap.
there is no end to this, i can feel it..
i m trying to be strong but its breaking me slowly.
i want to lead a happy life, but it seems dat i have been made to feel regret for choosing the path that i took 4 yrs ago.
digest it pple.so there.
Labels: where'd u go? i miss u so.
ClazZiQuai CT, 10:29:00 PM
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