25.12.08
oh the hassle...
neways... i did update tadi but din update about the recent events.. so here goes...
1st: I keep getting fever. might be flu and fever season. season kepe.. haha..
2nd: I injured myself. My big toenail on the right foot is blue black greyish rite now as we speak.. was walking up the stairs near my house wen wifout warning i tripped and hit the toe. it hurt like hell.wtf.. i pressed the toe as i felt a sharp pain. it bled as i got to the lift. i banged the lift wall.haha. i noe. violent kan?
now it doesnt hurt much coz i've been taking pain killers. i've been devoting my free time to cleaning and giving it tlc.yea2..
i will just continue writing this way... i'm lazy to add the 3rd and 4th thingy..
i love my life,just as how much i love urs.i've been eating ur lies and promises rite out of the palm of ur hands, even though knowing it would nvr be fulfilled i still held on. Now i need to go.. but u wun let me.. i dun understand why i'm still crying for u while riting this, dunno why i'm still crying for us when we quarrel.. hurts a lot when i think back.. u cut me very deep.. too deep in fact..i wanna start fresh with or without u. stop blaming evrthing else for my chnge coz it doesnt matter.. if i can find the strength to carry on by myself, i will. u are my first and only bf. but ur mum said too much and u did too.. i need space.. if we do stay together,i wonder how i will stand the test of time.things will chnge, sumhow,sumtime, sumwhere.
Labels: i'll run far away.far far away.coz rite now life sux.



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